I used to love babies. I was a baby hog and would hold them for as long as possible when people brought them by. I just realized that, despite several people having babies around me, I haven’t held a baby going on 2 years. The last time I held one was when my husband and I were out of town visiting my cousin’s new little boy in April 2016. I rocked him in the rocking chair for hours. I was 10 days late and couldn’t wait to get home to take a pregnancy test. (I never been late before and we had been ttc for about 6 months.) When I tested it was negative and my period started a couple days later. We’ve been ttc ever since without even as much as a late period. Boo.