Pregnant?

I’m pretty sure I’m pregnant I have all of the symptoms and I missed my period.. I keep trying to tell myself naaaaaa the lines aren’t dark enough but this is my 4th pregnancy I’m pretty sure I can tell.. problem is I’m 22 I already have a 4 year old and I have a soon to be 3month old.. I’m SO against abortion but I’m afraid my SO is gonna be like no way no, BUT we both knew what we were doing using no contraceptive no condoms no birth control no pull out method.. I’m all about making my bed and laying in it but I’m too worried about what others (my parents and grandparents) will say because they’re all beyond judgmental as if they don’t have childhoods🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️