Hubby Hurt my Feelings :(

so heyhere's my problem...i gave my Husband head for 20 minutes last night and my 🐱 got excited so i tried to climb on and he FUCKING PUT HIS KNEES UP AND BEGGED FOR HEAD ....i felt so unattractive....this is the fourth time this has happened...this week..so anyway like every other time i finished him off went outside to smoke a bowl but this time i cried cuz it felt"4x" worse...i don't think he know that it hurts my feelings or even that it bothered me (im a good liar when it comes to not making him feel bad)...but i felt bad for leaving him unfinished....he said he'd stay awake to make love again but he fell asleep ave then he said this morning and he left to the store b4 i woke up.... can any of u ladies/gents throw some insight my way?

I was pissed. Then hurt. Then just plain felt unattractive....I'm not UNATTRACTIVE but I'm not HOT AF either...

let me add this I have EXTREME Anxiety Depression and Insecurity. He himself is always trying to accommodate me by being very patient with my mental illnesses and i try to cope the best i can but if you've had any of these yippy know there are good days bad days really good days and really bad days