BJs?! Good or Bad?!?

Okay. Before my husband and I were married we would do oral sex. But a couple years ago I grew closer to God and I was informed that oral sex is sodomy. After I was informed I quit doing BJs. My husband keeps asking me to a BJ but I tell him “no” and when I do say no he makes me feel bad. And he says it’s a two way street. First I don’t ask hm to eat me out or when he starts I push him off and tell him no. I just don’t want to do or receive oral sex anymore. Plus I’ve already explained to my husband it’s a Sin and I don’t like to do it. Am i wrong?