Okay so I’ve been trying to conceive and nothing yet, I still hang on to hope this upcoming month I haven’t told my friends because I want it to be a surprise and two days ago my friend told me she’s pregnant and she also told me she didn’t want to have the baby hearing this just devastated me since we’ve been trying for a year and today she was drinking to the point where she was really drunk I understand you don’t want the baby but cmon there was so many methods of birth control I get people get slip ups but this is your 4th child you and she aborted the last one as well and a child is a blessing and especially on this time of the year it just gets me so emotional the worst thing is that she was the 3rd girl to come to me this year about wanting an abortion and the other two actually did it