I am having a really hard time with my self esteem these past few days... I am 6'1 and 250 pounds. And yeah I know I'm tall and supposed to weigh more but I hate my body soooo much and all I think about is how I'm just gonna get fatter. My sex drive is down, I just wanna cry, and I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so tired of feeling bad about my self, and because I feel bad about my self I don't want to do anything or do anything about it... I'm looking for any advice on what to do. I feel horrible because my hubby always wants to have sex and I just cant...