i rub my clit and i get myself to where i am just about to orgasm then i stop cause i am scared of what’s gonna happen when i do orgasm. it tingles and i get shaky but then i stop cause i am scared. i have tried before but i peed and i don’t think that’s normal instead of cumming. help and tell me if that’s happens to you too please !!! (i masturbate and watch lesbian porn every other day cause i haven’t lost my virginity)