I am very much in love this sweet guy, intelligent, cute, caring, understanding and very kind hearted. We met August 2015 and we have had a great relationship most of the time. He was honest at first about being married with 4 kids. I tried to keep the relationship at a friendship level but it quickly escalated into a strong bond. We share as much 98% of stuff in common. Everyone in my family knows him and my 5year old son whom I had out of wedlock looks soo much like him. My son calls him dad and he talked me into adopting the boy. He encourages me everyday to be my best and he paid my tuition for my MBA program. He sends pocket allowance to my mum and young siblings. He cooks, cleans and does everything any woman cab dream of. But every time reality hits me, I tear up and cry.. Why my life has to be this way. He has introduced me to his only sister and his relatives and they all love me. He has promised to marry me. But sometimes I feel like ending it. I am soo in love with him and scared to loose him.