what can I do


After 2 and a half years, my boyfriend decided to end it with me. This was 2 weeks ago today. I told him I hated him when I was mad, and God I wish I could take it back. We always talked about our future together, and we always talked about getting married and living together. He was going to propose in 2018. He told me that so many times. We literally spent all of our time together (I know it's not healthy) but he was my best friend, I just loved being around him. I keep hoping that he will come back, maybe he just needed a break. I want him by my side. I want to go through my whole life with him. He knew me better than anyone else and I just can't stand the thought of never getting to spend time with him again. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so depressed.