nervous!

Juliana • Mama of 3 little girls, expecting #4 in May 2019
me and the hubby are officially trying for baby #2 starting this month! this is the first day if my fertile period!
​i'm nervous! baby #1 was a surprise so i feel like now that we are actually trying it will be difficult to conceive. i hope not because i'm a very impatient person lol 
​just venting some thoughts! any cheerful input is appreciated! haha