40+4 and no signs of baby. Had a membrane sweep on my due date, 12/22. I have another midwife appointment at 41 weeks, 12/29, Friday. Hospital won't induce until 12 days overdue (that's Jan 3, 2018), on the recommendation of the midwife.

Sex, curry, pineapple, yoga ball, squats ... done it all. So uncomfortable and frustrated.

One of the few times I wish I was back in the US and not on the NHS so I could schedule an induction. Ugh! My mom has flown 4,000 miles and paid $1000s to be here for the birth and we've been sitting around for almost 2 weeks now. I feel like such a failure!