I thought he was going to propose...

A little back story... I've been with my boyfriend for some time now. We just had our first child (unexpected) 4 months ago and have been talking for a long time about marriage. He didn't want to get engaged before the baby came because he said he didn't want people to think that's why we got engaged. So then about a month ago he and my sister snuck off to "walmart" to go look at "presents for the baby," but I wasn't allowed to go or know what they looked at. Right after that I found a business card for a local jeweler in his wallet (and we just moved to this town, so he got that within the last couple weeks). So I was ready and expecting a Christmas proposal... but no. Nothing. So now after being convinced that we were finally gonna get engaged... I'm back to wondering if he's ever gonna ask and if he even wants to get married. Ugh. I just wanna finally be a real family 😔