**UPDATE** The lord is good, I got my positive 01/04/18🌈💜 Baby Dust to everyone, don't lose hope💜 It's only been 3 months since we lost our pregnancy but it feels like a lifetime. I should have been finding out what I was having this month. Instead, I have to hear about my cousin who is pregnant....again. (found out on my birthday in Nov.) I have to see all the pregnancy announcements of the people we know and how happy they are, I see the gender reveals of those who got pregnant around the time I did. I have to hold my niece who is 2 months old at family functions and pretend that it doesnt kill me to be around her.I have to listen to my best friend talk about how she thinks she's pregnant everytime someone in her family asks her if she is. Which makes no sense considering she knows she's only been off the shot a few months and her body hasn't regulated itself yet. Yet, she continues to bring it up everytime I'm around her. It just feels like I've been robbed.