•One halloween I didn’t stay at my friends house. I went to different places with my friend all night then we ended falling asleep in McDonald’s at around 7am

• sometimes, I do miss dad. But I tell you I don’t so you don’t think I would go and live with him and ruin my life... again

• I do try my hardest at school * apart from maths because maths is so boring* but I’m not doing as well as you think.

•most of the time when I say I don’t want to do stuff because I have things to do, I just don’t think I’ll be able to without having a panic/anxiety attack.

• I snuck out once to go and meet my cousin at 1am and she ended up getting in a strangers car and getting dropped off half way and met me. We didn’t get home until 2:30 am

I don’t tell you this stuff because I feel like you will be annoyed at me and I don’t want to deal with all of it. I would rather you think you knew what was going on rather then causing more problems and stress for you.

Even though I never say it.

I love you