i love you, i love you, i love you.

and i'm fucking stupid.

now, because there are two significant dans (as you know full well) in my life, this may get confusing.

but this is to my wonderful s/o of 8 months......

and, to the other one, i was drunk and i'm sorry.

-taylor

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dan, i know you know i kissed him

well, he kissed me

and i know we've spoken about it but i feel AWFUL

he just... forced himself.... onto me and i couldn't do anything because it made me remember my /dad/

i just....... froze........... and let him do it

i couldn't move

i couldn't do anything

i wish you could've helped

i miss you

i love you

i'm sorry