Dear me

In the course of your life span you have learn to love feel loved by many but also feel pain you have learned many things like there a good and there’s a bad you are use to the “either” “or” the life of two options but things are changing you are entering what is known as “the real world” there’s no simple options there are multi ops to what you can do to solve your problems now 2018 is around the corner you about to turn 18 in may school finishes for you next year after that you are 19 fresh out of high school but the question that lingers in your mind that you can never answer or get rid of is WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU GOING TO DO AFTER SCHOOL?!! You have driven yourself insane with this question but never come to a conclusion so dear self please figure some shit out by the time you’re 18 or at least have a plan and not be stupid cause you know damn well mommy and daddy are not going to live forever so might as well now start being your own parent and learn how to take care of yourself cause you know you can barely manage that at times

GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER FOR ONCE