hi ladies this is my fifth pregnancy in an attempt for a rainbow baby since my first born was born still. today is ultrasound day/ 8 week appointment. So far at my last 4 times I've received bad news at this appointment. I can't sleep (obviously since I'm posting at 4am lol) and I. So nervous I can't tell if the nausea is from morning sickness or anxiety. I'm holding on to the fact that my betas have gotten much higher than the other times (12531 on Dec 22) and so I should see something today. but I'm extra nervous to cause this time I have to go alone ( hubby couldn't get off work) and I'm supposed to go straight to my job (at a daycare, in the infant room no less) later. fingers crossed that I hear or at least see a hb today.