Gender disappointment 😣

I feel so guilty to feel this way as a healthy baby is what matters most, but we just found out we are expecting our second girl and I desperately wanted a son (our first was a boy, but we lost him sadly- I think this is part of the reason I’m so sad). I just feel so down lately. Any words of encouragement or anyone in a similar position? What are some benefits to having two girls? I guess I need to focus on the positives, but I can’t help how I feel either. I’m sorry in advance if I sound like a horrible person 😔. Like I said, healthy is the most important thing.