I feel so much pressure in my life Idk what to do. My LT bf and I moved in to an apartment of our own. And since then he's not gotten a job. Any bit of money he gets he spends on weed.... I smoke too but I know how to conserve. Everything is falling on me and its getting stressful. And to top it off when im broke and were out of everything he gets pissy with me like its my fault. He literally smokes a qtr a day. I'm slowly getting fed up. We've been through a lot and I don't want to give up but I also have needs too. Idk what to do anymore. Im craving a woman's attention and affection. And this only happens when he starts on his drug binges. And I don't want to hear "leave him" " you can do better" blah blah crap