No baby😭😭😭💔💔

ANOTHER month and no BFP yet😭 I know I shouldn't be tooo upset due to I just started understanding tracking my ovulation but STILL... I see other family members or other people get pregnant so easy! And some unfortunately either do not want the baby, or still can't get on their feet and live with others for years! And I pray for them! For them to have healthy pregnancies and to help them get to where they wanna be in life, but I sometimes get that little green monster because I'm not pregnant yet!😫 now I'm praying for god to give me patience because I know god don't like ugly lol