To be or not to be...

My husband and I are TTC for the 5th month. I have endometriosis and a condition called Elhers Danlos Syndrome, but I don’t think I really ever let it sink in that we might have problems getting pregnant. So, here we are at age 32, childless, me having just been diagnosed with the EDS, and trying HARD. This month, we skipped a day between each round of baby-making, trying to allow his sperm count to increase prior to each...session. I want to do a pregnancy test every day, but I am still 10 full days away from my (hopefully missed) period, and the one I took today was negative. I realize that it may not mean anything because it is so very very very early? But I guess I am asking for your input, Mamas! Anyone here in the same boat, watching teen pregnancy shows on TLC angrily with hatred beginning to burn? It’s “so easy” for so many people, and here I am, waiting and hoping! I guess...I am just overly tired the past couple of days, after eating everything in sight, and in need of some encouragement!