feelings

i’ve been in “love” with the same guy for over a year now. we met at a party and i had to leave early and he got my number from someone there. We dated a couple times but it didn’t work out because he ether liked someone else or because i did something wrong. Every time we dated he broke up with me for another girl. The last time we dated was over this summer and i broke up with him because it was a handful and we had other issues. I haven’t talked to him at all until last night. And all those feelings i had for him were still there. I’ve tried everything to get over this guy but nothing’s working. He was my “1 true love” but not everyone gets to have there true love so maybe i’m one of those people. if anyone had any suggestions for what i should do let me know i’m out of ideas !!!!