What should I do?

Question

One year ago I met someone who is my boyfriend now. When all started I told him everything about me including those boys with who I had been before him. There was a single boy I didn't want him to know about because I was afraid that he might change his mind and quit everything saying 'okay this is too much'.  Recently he has found out about that guy so I told him the truth. I have never lied to him but he doesn't believe me anymore. He keeps reminding me of my past which was hell on earth for me and that I am a valueless person. I can't go on like this, what should I do? Sorry for my English

Answer

I understand the feeling .. but some things you don’t do out of fear. & that’s what o took from what you said. & your past shouldn’t be a problem to him if he really likes you, for you.

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I know this feeling. I recently ended things with my boyfriend because he cheated on me twice. 
At first when we started talking, it was great. Loved each other from the start, before even seeing each other. On our first facetime call we said “i love you” but in our language which was more meaningful! I thought he was too good for me and deserved to know about my past. I told him about the only relationship I was in before him, which was emotionally abusive and filled with harassment. I had to go through a lot with the police. I was so low at that point in my life. I was self harming. I told him everything because I didn’t want to feel guilty for not telling him. Anyways, he accepted me and I loved him for it even more. But further down the line, he would throw some of it back in my face when we’d argue. But guess what? After the first time he cheated I took him back so he couldn’t throw anything back in my face. Then the second time he cheated I ended things but we still talk as friends, it’s hard but we still hope for a future. But you know what? I found out how trash he really was before me and he hid it from me. It didn’t open up to his past experience with other girls. He told me I was his first love, girl, everything.
Idk if it relates but this was my experience. I understand why you didn’t want to tell him. At this point, I wish I didn’t tell him either because he hurt me so much to the point I’m hurting over our break up because he was my future. We planned everything. I’m hurting more than I hurt when I was going through that crap back then with the other guy when I was only 13/14. 
Makes it hard to actually trust or believe in someone when they say they love you.

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