I gotta stop reading these damn birth stories 🤦🏾‍♀️

I’m 32 weeks and a ftm and I’m absolutely terrified of labor and delivery (not scared to have the baby , just scared of what can go wrong )! , I keep reading these damn birth stories and while few are beautiful and give me peace of mind , others scare the absolute shit out of me . My greatest fear is something happening to me or the baby . Idk I.t just feels better to get It off my chest and admit my fear (lol crazy Ik ) anyone else going through this ? Any advice ?