Abortion Stories?

Can anyone relate with any abortion stories? I’m having an extremely tough time right now and I have absolutely no one or nothing to relate to. I am in no condition to have a child right now, and that absolutely kills me. I don’t need any judgement, nor do I need anyone telling me I’m a horrible person. Trust me, there’s no possible way I could feel any worse. I just need some light in this situation, some guidance. I’m so scared. So if any of you ladies could give me a little advice I would love to hear it.