Losing hope

Chloe

My fiancé and I have been ttc for what seems like forever (1 year, 8 mo) and I keep getting my hopes up and I must be imagining symptoms that aren’t there. I’m getting sick of the “not pregnant” result and it’s breaking my heart every time, but it doesn’t seem to be bother my SO. Is there any way I can keep myself motivated and strong like him? Or is this normal?

( we have been to the doctor and everything is “normal”)