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So my SO and i have a 3month old together and I’ve never been on birth control, i told him I’d try it out since he doesn’t like condoms OR PULLING OUT and he says well we already have one forget it if more come ,I️ go with the pill okay cool... I can’t start the pill my doctor says until my period I let my partner know soooo were on vaca after 2weeks being away from each other it’s still not time for my period but I am ovulating . I remind him that I have not started the pill thinking maybe he’ll pull out WRONG so the day for my period comes around IT DOESNT COME I’m already a mom of two so I’m knowing what’s going on already plus my test confirm . I tell him he disregards we y’all again he says well I thought you were on bc you told me you were (the nerve he had) to get to the point he wants me to abort but I’m against abortions for multiple reasons.. after being away for 3 days I tell him I’ll deal with it in the way I feel is best. Now he’s all kissing my stomach and holding it but still seeming as if he’s sticking with his choice.. idk what to do I feel like if I don’t keep it I won’t want to be with him because he’s not going to think this is an alternate option every time he wants to be careless but if I decide to keep it I don’t want him to love one child and not the other HEEEEEELP I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO