I think I had a chemical :( what a way to start the new year off!

So I’ve posted like crazy!! Asking questions to symptoms I’ve never had, not even with my other girls. Starting at 8 dpo I had ALL the pregnancy symptoms, Strong I might add....and so did the cramps. So 5 days, even having to use a heating pad. Even had IB bleeding. Well I got woken up this morning by a large clot. Ran to the bathroom :( the cramps are more intense than my period would be. And a day early. It’s just so heartbreaking because this is now twice in 3 months that this has happened. Faint positives that diminish to negative.