Decided against maternity photos

I just don’t want to do maternity photos anymore. I feel so huge and unattractive. I wanted to do them from the second I found out I was pregnant but completely resent the idea now. My fiancé tries to tell me I’m beautiful and that I’ll bounce back but as of right now I don’t feel like it at all. None of my clothes fit me, I hate the maternity clothes I bought. I can’t even imagine trying on maternity dresses or having my picture taken feeling so miserable. Idk I just can’t shake the feeling. Maybe I’ll regret it afterwards. I’d just hate to spend all that money and hate the photos or be embarrassed of them. I’ve gained 35 pounds at 31 weeks as every. Single. Pound shows. 😓😓😓😓😓