Panicking

Leila

So this is my 4th pregnancy after 3 miscarriages. I am 5 weeks along and have had no bleeding up until this evening I had very light pink spotting, nothing in my underwear or on a pad whatsoever only when I wiped, I started having mild cramping like the kind I get before my period but it would come and go and now it is gone but my uterus feels sore in a way. My last miscarriage was over 2 years ago so I can’t recall every detail of how they went but I never made it past 6 weeks and I know they started with spotting but I believe it was red blood and much more with more intense cramping. Idk maybe I’m trying to convince myself that i can hang on to this baby when in reality maybe my body just can’t carry a baby to term 😓 it breaks my heart. Idk how to feel and my ob isn’t open until Tuesday. anyone able to offer me some reassurance?