Full time mom vs full time job

Ever since my miscarriage in March all I've ever wanted was to try again but I am now on birth control my SO Said this month that we will wait two more months, get the implant taken out and try again but deep down inside I know he's just saying that to talk out the side of his neck and assume he's makin me happy about starting again.

Is it a bad thing that I'd much rather be a full time mom than have a 9 to 5 job?

I mean if push comes to shove I will get a job and be a mom also but I just want to be a mom so bad but I also dont want my SO having a full time job while I watch the baby all day ...

I dont know is there a word for women like me that would rather be a full time mom instead of working at a business? & if so is the word 'selfish'? I dont know I just want to be a mom/soon-to-be mom again I miss what could have been but before I got pregnant I had a nice little house keeping job so I also miss the checks every two weeks lol. I probably sound like an idiot so I'll just leave this here.