I’m at the stage during recovery where it’s getting harder, I feel as if what I’m doing is wrong. My boyfriend tells me that he’s proud of me, but I can’t help still think what I’m doing is wrong. I’m started realising the consequences of what I was doing, as my period stopped but has recently returned, this made me think of the long time effects of if I continued. But I still can’t help but think sometimes that I looked better before. Before my waist was 20 inches and now it’s 24. I’m hoping that this way of think will go soon, as I need to understand gaining weight is what’s best for me and that it’s making my boyfriend proud of me.