Depression

So it’s been a few years since I self harmed and even tried to commit suicide

I know this app isn’t about this but I really didn’t know who else to turn to.

I can’t go To my boyfriend, I don’t want to worry him he’s way to special to me

I don’t wanna worry my family again

Other than them I have no friends at all.

The darkness has started coming back these last few months to the point I want to cut just to feel something besides nothing.

I don’t know I really don’t its just hard knowing that being happy should be easy instead of feeling numb