This Has been a very long journey. Almost Three years TTC and going through fertility treatments. I just found out I'm losing my Christmas miracle. This Will be my 3rd mc in a year. My Faith is shaken. I'm not going to lie. I feel so far away from God but I don't want to. I'm Devastated and angry. I cry and then go numb. I'm trying to trust but honestly, I'm losing hope. I really thought this was it. God was blessing me with my little angel. But Once again, a piece of my heart has wings.

I wanted to post here BC I feel like I shouldn't feel this way. I should trust in the Lord with all my heart but that is quickly fading and I feel alone.

Thx for listening. Prayers and blessings