Well ladies I’ll be deleting this app shortly. Im passing clots and tissues, I saw my ob yesterday and he said my beta was very low when he drew it on Thursday but he said there’s nothing he can do. Didn’t really seem to take me seriously either. This is my fourth loss so I will be seeing a specialist but I don’t think I want to try again any time soon. I’m tired. I have no kids. I’m just going to recover and heal and then try to figure out what’s wrong with me. I also just found out my best friend is pregnant. Same due date as mine was. I’m happy for her. I really am. And I’m excited to be with her through everything it’s her first baby. But I’m also hurting and I’m trying to smile through it. I know it’s not good to be envious and I’m trying not to be but I really just feel like it’s not fair. It would’ve been so much fun to have gone through our first (full term) pregnancies together. Anyways, I wish everyone on here luck and baby dust and happy healthy pregnancies. ❤️