I know I said I didn’t want to be in a relationship, but i lied. when i tell you i love you every night when i text you goodnight, i mean it. you make me so happy, and so sad at the same time. the night you told me you didn’t want a relationship, i cried myself to sleep. you are the first thing i think about when i wake up, and the last when i go to sleep. you are in my mind 24/7 and it’s killing me. when i told you that one of my friends asked me out and i just wanted to make sure what was going on between us i was hoping you would say something, anything positive, but instead you broke my heart by saying we were absolutely nothing. i cried myself to sleep that night too. ladies can you give me some advice on how to tell him how i feel without messing everything up. i really love him and i just don’t want to hurt anymore.😭😭😭