Under the care of MFM

So today I saw my OB due to some bleeding and a sore throat I wanted to be sure wasn’t strep. It wasn’t. 🙌🏻 Between my past history of miscarriages, breast cancer and now the bleeding I’ve been referred to Maternal-fetal medicine for the remainder of my pregnancy. I feel pretty 50/50 on this. On one hand I love that I’ll have someone following me closely. On the other I can’t stand being so high risk. It worries me. I’m currently on bed rest and progesterone. I just don’t want to imagine losing another child and the not knowing kills me.