Dear ex bestfriend

I hope your happy with my ex actually no i hope he gives you the same amount of pain he gave me you know how badly i hurt over him for months and still had feelings for him but you still chose him over me and you made all my friends turn on me i went from having a whole group loving life everything perfect to literally having 3 friends i hate everything and everyone i can’t even love anyone else because you taught me it’s just a word people throw around because you never meant it if you did why would you hurt me ? I ACTUALLY HATE YOU SO MUCH !!! LIKE YOU DONT UNDERSTAND BUT I MISS YOU BUT I WILL NEVER ALLOW YOU BACK IN MY LIFE