Completely heartbroken.... 😞💔

My hubby and I conceived our first baby in November and we were over the moon excited!!! We told our parents on Christmas and it was so perfect! Then on Dec. 31st - New Years eve, I woke up at midnight and started to have really bad cramps... a few hours later I miscarried our baby. I was supposedly 9 weeks along but when our midwife came to look at everything she couldn't find the baby. She said that it must have stoped developing early on and it just took my body a little while to relative what was happening... I was still in shock that I pregnant in the first place and the miscarriage made the pregnancy real which then had to deal with the shock of the miscarriage. I've never gone through anything that painful both emotionally and physically. Since I was supposed to be 9 weeks along, the baby should have been the dive of a green olive. So we deliver to name our baby Olive. 👼🏻 We love our little Olive and will continue to grieve. Today (Jan. 5th ) is the first time I'm out and about in public with my hubby and we were greeted by this beautiful rainbow. I have hope that God will get us through this and give us a healthy strong baby someday. ❤️