Guys I need help! Idk what to do. I’m in a relationship with the man of my dreams, he’s very loyal but for some reason I don’t believe it. I’m a girl who has been through trauma and I have extreme depression issues. Sometimes I look at him and I find his loyalty is too good to be true. I always thinks he’s cheating or wants to cheat. I always think he wants other girls or he’s gonna leave me. I’m a mess. I’ve met all he’s family members and they all say he truly loves me and he won’t hurt me. My depression and self consciousness is keeping me from being happy. He promises me he won’t hurt me like my last boyfriends. But I’ve been so traumatized by my past that it’s hard to believe him. I want to be happy with him, I want to trust him but I’m just sooo scared of what might happen in the future!!! I love this man with all my heart and soul, I just want to be happy and make him happy. Those negative thoughts and feels are causing us too much stress and it’s ruining our relationship. I don’t want to think negative but I can’t help it!! WHAT SHOULD I DO?!??