It seemed so real...UPDATED

My husband & I have been trying to conceive since July after stopping NuvaRing. This was our first month using preseed & it was also the first month that i literally felt myself ovulate (pains, confirmed via opk) so I was really excited about this month. My husband & I have been BDing everyyyy single day this month, EXCEPT the day I ovulated 😔😔 he had to work both jobs that day 💔 I was crushed, how is is possible that we BD every day of the month except the ONE most important day of the month 😩

So AF is due this Thursday 1/11/18 & I’ve been taking one test a day since Friday (so 8dpo). This morning I had the greatest dream! In my dream I woke up, took my daily test & it was POSITIVE!!! 😱 I couldn’t believe it so I took another & another & another! Literally like 10 tests in my dream & they were all positive! I was so excited, I started planning how I was going to surprise my husband with the news!!!! ....& then...I woke up 😢💔 I was crushed bc I knew it wasn’t real but thought, maybe just maybe...

Hopped out of bed, took a test... & BFN 😭💔

I felt really good about this month, especially after hearing all the stories of other couples TTC for so long & then getting their BFP after using preseed for the first time & it was our first time using preseed also.

Ughhh this is so draining 😔

UPDATE:

I got my BFP this morning! 😍😍😍 don’t give up hope ladies! Preseed is everything 🙌🏼