EVERYONE HAS A TESTIMONY.. WHAT’S YOURS?

i don’t come from a christian family. my mom and dad and my two brothers aren’t saved. my oldest brother passed away in 2014 and his wife asked her mom to talk to him about God. and that talk went on for a long time. before my brother did what he did, his wife saw him praying in their kitchen. and then he left and no one knew what he was doing. he committed suicide. no one knows what he was praying about but please Lord, when i die, i want to see him in Heaven. after that my heart was shattered. i even thought about suicide myself. my two nephews wouldn’t have a dad and his unborn son would’ve never got to meet him. i wasn’t going to church at that time. a couple years later, my mom got into a horrible accident. right outside my house. a car hit her as she was getting the mail and the woman who was texting and driving hit my moms car and then knocked my mom a long way away. i almost lost my mom. i have lost my uncle, my grandpa, and recently my grandma. i was so hurt to loose so many loved ones in just 3 years. and with me being so young, i had no idea what was going on. but then i got into a bad relationship. he was the very first person i sent nudes to. and that led on to sending nudes to every guy i knew. long story short, i got my phone taken away after my parents found out. i went to camp in june and it changed my life. i couldn’t go to Pensacola Christian College if i wasn’t going to my church. i started to think, sure. i’ll only go until camp and then after camp i can just stop going to church. (the teen camp has segways, ice skating, stuff like that.) little did i know camp was going to change my life. i got saved. not long after we got back, i got baptized. this was only a few months ago. i am beyond blessed.