Not sure what group to write this so I’m putting it here.....

anybody else feel a crippling sadness when you realize your second line isn’t gonna show up???

I have this irrational fear that I’ll never be able to have another child and it’s just a deep seated, grab you by the throat disappointment when that line doesn’t show up. I’m sad today ladies. I have a lot to be thankful for and I am I really am. But I was sure, I thought it was going to be a very different day 😔