Wishes i hadnt done opk

Lindzy

So i was in 2 minds weather to start doing OPK and bought some early in december off groupon (clearblues); i started to test a little earlier just in case and was feeling a little dishearted as nothing. Esp as according to glow from wed 3rd jan was a good time to BD and today was highest peak but all negatives from peeing on the stick only had 3 days left of my 10day supply.... So off i toddles to the shop to get some more yesterday as i had been given a voucher for xmas but they only had the dual ones i thought why not go for it not costing anything. Came back negative yesterday and again from first pee (as what the instructions say to use on the dual kit) so i thought may aswell use the remaining of the pink ones later 2day and had read off here that they usually wait til 11am... wow i got my solid smiley face was buzzing but couldnt work out why the dual ones didnt even have a flashy face....anyways i took another one and got a solid literally a few hours later. I didnt want to make a big thing to the hubby so left the stick out as a subtle hint haha (bless he thought i was preggers) and sent me a message so then i explained that 2day and 2moro are good days to get jiggy to help maximise me getting preggers. But now i feel like theres added pressure from him and that he's lost interest in me (hes not long got in from football training and is knackered)....so now i wish i hadnt done the test and left it out n just had some fun....lets see what occurs i suppose

Apologies for such a long winded moan just want to offload