It literally feels like my heart is being torn out of my chest every time I get my period or every time the test comes back negative. I have been off of my birth control for over a year and really actively trying for a baby for a little over 7 months. I have always wanted to be a mom. That has been my goal in life since I was little. It is the worst thing ever when people ask me and my husband when we will have a baby or when I tell someone we are trying and they say that we have plenty of time because we are young.

Seriously people shut up. You don’t know what people are going through, or how many doctors visits they have been too or how many doctors have seen my va jay jay. It is so hard especially since I have PCOS.

I am pretty sure when I see pregnant women I stare. Just because I am soooo jealous. I HATE being that way, but I can’t help it. Especially of those who don’t necessarily need or want a baby. We have a good home. We would love and be the best parents, but no baby. Hopefully our time will come soon, but I just had to rant and rave for a minute❤️