tomorrow is the big day

sashia

in less than 24 hours, I have my second ultrasound to either detect the heartbeat/growth or schedule a d&c.; I'm surprisingly calm today. I just wanted to thank everyone for your advice, support, and encouraging words. I hope I can stay here 🤞💛

update: we lost it. I should have been around 9 weeks and still measured at 6 weeks with no heartbeat or growth. My heart has never hurt so bad. d&c; scheduled for tomorrow morning.