Long Distance Relationship

So I have been in a long distance relationship with my boyfriend for about 6 months now. We talk on the phone all the time which includes face time. We haven’t been able to see each other yet, I was going to see him and had everything organized but a week before I was meant to go I ended up in hospital and have been very unwell and am unable to fly for a while. He is organizing to come see me he just has to save up first.

We really love each other and he is my best friend.

We have phone sex and send each other pictures, but I’m very subconscious about my body as I am a bit on the bigger side. He always says he loves my body and wants to see all of it.

He wants to have video phone sex but I’m really shy about doing it as I’ve never done it before. Im not sure what you show and I’m nervous about him seeing a lot more of me.

Does anyone have any tips that could help me? It would be very helpful.

Sorry about the long post lol