*SENSITIVE TOPIC: Questions about liking to be controlled

Hi ladies. This may seem pretty odd but I feel as though my boyfriend isn’t controlling enough.

I’ve always liked it when I had boyfriends who got jealous, told me what I couldn’t wear and who I couldn’t talk to. My boyfriend is super laid back and doesn’t care too much. Is it weird that I don’t like that?

I want a relationship where my partner is very dominant and controlling with me. I don’t know why... what can I do to get that point across to him? or should I not do that at all?

Please serous responses only. Thank you.