Birthday blues

Rebecca

So I don't want to sound like that ungrateful, bratty girlfriend but it was my 1st birthday celebration whilst being with him. I had said that I don't need a present as it's just been Xmas so I know times are hard up lol. anyway my birthday comes round and I didn't even get a card. a card was all I wanted. not even flowers or chocolates. I felt really hurt more than anything as I'm sure he must have bought past girlfriends cards. Why was I not worth the effort. He is usually very sweet and caring other times so I didn't understand why he had failed to make me special on my special day? I got upset and did say how hurt I was even though I felt terrible having to spell out why I felt the way I did. He said I'll go buy you a present now. I said that it's not the point I was making. I ruined my whole day and it's still playing on my mind. I haven't bought it up since but I still fe

el hurt and not worth anything to him.im sorry I guess I'm just venting.