I wasn’t sure where to post it but this is the only place I could think of without maybe getting judged. I was on birth control and then I got sick and got off it after only being on it for 9 days. Well I went to see my boyf within the week I started my Period/withdraw bleed and I had sex with him for my first time with the condom and then we did two days after too with condom (total of three time but only for like maybe 10 or less minutes each time) but I’ve been so anxious thinking the condom had minor tears in them but every time I checked it by like fiddling with it, it didn’t seem to have broke but I’ve been like over thinking everything and now I’m just like no more sex for a while since it happened and now I know I’m definitely not ready for sex or the things that happen from it. Idk what I’m asking or saying but I guess some reassurance or if this happens to you and how to cope with this struggle. Please and thank you guys.